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Holiday
00:51
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2. |
Blisters
01:50
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blisters cover your hand
black dust engulfs the fans
ratchets and noises
clanking and banging
you are so burdened and bruised
the essence of man measured down to the bone
the caution when I call you over the phone
year after year we all want you home
but the sun never sets for you
it never sets for you
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3. |
Promenade
01:56
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i'm nodding off in the backseat
underneath the passing lights
my sleepy eyes are gazing at the houses passing by
soft glow from their windows
shadows behind the glass
for a second, I could see myself inside them
tapestries across a promenade
furnishing and a pasture
all I want is one thing to call my own
I yearn but its just a fleeting feeling i'm afraid..
was I always doomed from birth?
I start to cry but then I shut my eyes
for a second I could my self inside them
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4. |
Sunset
01:56
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take a breath when you need it
exhale to watch it blow away
and settle into the dust
I walk the road behind our house
buried under trees
the clouds are making angry faces at me
oh whats it like to disintegrate?
buried in the sand
I want to feel it sink in
I want to feel it sinking in
I want to feel it sinking
I want the earth to cave on me
I want the earth to cave on me
I want the earth to cave on me
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5. |
Hold
01:58
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god paints the sky in shades of grey
cast upon the fields of its country
where I come from the blessed all frown
their looming intuition that pulls each other down
and every penny earned is a penny that is owed
may shame rest on the shoulders of their ever hunching back
and may every good deed go unknown
one thousand stoic faces that are wincing to its tone
the wheels all grind down
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6. |
Lights
02:12
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I black out the second I set foot inside your house
so happy to play the fool once again
and the weight of guilt and shame violently wash over me
I crawl into the bottle once again
always two steps forward and three steps back
always clinging onto my regret
the flashing lights flood my view until I cannot see
I drove so far away, afraid of what you'd see in me
driving fast the party is over
get in line, get in line
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7. |
Replica
01:38
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somewhere at home there is a box of photos
pictures of me and you
endless hues, shades of blue
greenery covering both of our views
a perfect end to a perfect day
wishing it could always be this be this way
wishing that I could have stayed the same...
just another replica of a time in life
another replica...
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Autumn In Despair Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
I'm so happy I met you, and to have known you when I did, and I hope it wont be long before we meet again <3
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